Learning To Be The One ♥ Shian

一瞬间的梦

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“ 你真的喜欢我吗?”
她说:恩,真的,我是喜欢你。
“可是,我觉得你好像是喜欢他了。”
她说:没啊,别误会,我和他是朋友而已。难道你不信我?
“没啦,我相信你。你真的是喜欢我?”
她说:嗯,我们.......还有机会吗?
“心里觉得很惊喜,说到:嗯,我们还有机会~重新开始...
我希望你是真的喜欢我,我好害怕失去的感觉........
我怕再失去你.... 你再也不回来了........
她说:傻瓜,我喜欢你.. 就想和你在一起...


我真的很惊喜~!很开心~!
可是心里想着: 这是真的吗?我选着在一起,会有事吗?
会再离我而去吗?
心里觉得很不安心,不是真真的快乐。
算了,珍惜现在.. 与你在一起是我一辈子的快乐。


突然...
我睁开眼睛.. 惊醒..
还在徘徊以前的我.. 脑袋一瞬间空白..
我还以为是真的和她在一起了...


原来,这只是是一瞬间的梦...
一瞬间的快乐...
一瞬间的惊喜...

觉得很不值得了...

可是却承受着一整天的痛..
身体好痛,红了...
被太阳晒到的痛..

唤醒我~
走了~没了~


我没感觉了..
我蛮开心~ 感觉渐渐没了..
觉得自己好傻。


残酷..
要学会如何接受一却。


____________________________


今天剪了头发,超难看的咯~~~~
哇了,真的是.........
唉.........可以撞墙了......

不爽啦~~~!!


唉, 明天去读书了..
很多功课要赶..
想到add math超不爽..
很赌懒咯...

go die lar... add math sucks.
issshhhh..




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Shian.

=)

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Haha. Today wake up at 9am.
Then watch tv xia. Then go bath get ready goin Bukit Gambang le. xD
Reach ther around 12plus pm.
Then change cloth and keep my thng in locker.
Haha. Then go Coco Beach ther play awhile. Haha.
At ther meet luwei, her lil bro and sis. Haha.
Then go play togetha jor. Haha.
First time talk to luwei today. Gt bit Shy. LOL.
Having fun around ther. Hoho~
I play wif Luwei's lil bro. Aiyo. Many games nt yet gao dim geh.
Have to wait for few more year. Then onli can have a Real Fun !
Hmm. after 2hour i think. Finished play all da games d.
Then jux go walk around. Go kids pool ther 38 xia. xDD

Haiyo. Onli for children play geh.
When get to up ther said "Untuk kanak sahaja" ><
Paiseh paiseh. Haha.
Arghh. din take dao photo today.
Bu shuang. Put my hp in da locker. Haiz.
Bu shuang bu Shuang. =(

Hmm~
2plus pm go eat nasi rendang. quite nice geh. Haha.
After dat go play wif mum's friends.
Then chat wif luwei on da kids pool. Haha.

Saw Xiu Yan Yan ther also. Haha.
Then call her sorpo. =x
Lol. She veri happy wif da name mar. xDD
Funny~


Having First shot wif Luwei.


Lol. Luwei's Bro keep shooting mi.


Play with mui. Hoho.

Coco Beach. Nice~


Wooo~
4plus Pm go bath.
Then go gambang eat "gao ji"
Haha. Omg.
Eyes damn tired de lor.

6plus pm reach home. Haha.
then go be piggy. 8pm wake up. xD
Slip tight.
But turn to dark jor.
Cham ar....... Haiz.
Sad Sad. Whole body damn pain now. T.T
From hand to body skin turn to red colour jor.
Sun Burn. Arrghhhhh.
Isshhh.. Seii~ Damn pain now.
Hiaz. Hope Well Soon.


-----------9pm-----------

Having dinner at food court. Haha.
Shian eat "lame chop" xD
Not bad.
Reach home mum help mi put lotion.
Damn pain ar. arghhhh~~
Today quite happy lar.
Simple day. Nice.


Tomolo nt goin Skul. Haha.
Have to cut hair. =p
Not bad.
Paiseh Paiseh~


Today Eyes tired jor,
Tonite can sleep well lu~ haha.


* For those having trial exam.
Gambateh lor. Good luck and all da best.
Support u all owayz ^^


Xiu Yan Yan gambateh lor. xD
Dont sei ar. No yet treat mi eat ar. =x
add oil lor ^^


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Shian. Happy.

You Jump, I Jump

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Today awake by my Dog. 1115am wake up jor. xD
Haiyo. My dad bring my dog kacau us. make us awake. =.=
Haha. Nt bad.
Ytd sms untill 3plus am ny slip.
Haha. Bu cuo mar.

Ytd nite Shian watch TITANIC on 413 channel.
Woo~ The best movie ever i ever watched!
A romantic love story. A guy how to save his Lovely Woman.
Veri enjoy it. Haha. Nice !
I love the Scene where they Stand infront of the Titanic.
Romantic scene. ^^
And I love the sentences.
You Jump, I Jump.

Hmm~ If You see this.
No matter wat happen.
You Jump I Jump. Support You alwayz.

But. Many Scene Cut Jor........
Hate de lor. Hiaz. No wonder lor.
MALAYSIA BOLEH WAT.
=.=""


------435PM------

Jux Bck from kuantan parade. At ther buying house stuff ny.
Hmm. at lady Shop. When see da necklace thinking of some one.
Hmm.
Haiz. When Reach home sumthing happen~!!!!
My dog bite my EARPHONE ARK~!!!!!!!!!!!
Spoil Dy. shit.
DENG !!! F***K....
How i goin to listen my music..???
Shit.........................
ARGHHHH... DAMN IT~!!!!!!!
Haiz... SAD SAD SAD.....
HIAZZZZ.....................................................................................


------630pm-------


Finish watch Ice Age 3 wif bro. xD
A funny Movie. My favourite movie too. Hehe.
Haha. Nt bad lar.
From starting laugh till the end. Kakax.
Finish watch jor then go slip lu.
730pm wake up. Haha. Nt bad.

Hmm. My parents out for dinner.
While Shian order Pizza Hut. xD
First time order this. Nt bad.
Haha.
But stomach Pain le. Hiaz.
Feeling not well. Then eat medicine le.
Hmm.


* Tomolo Goin Gambang Resort City !!!
Wohoo~!!! Happy Happy ~!!!!!
Haha. Excited ~!!! Kakaax.



The end of Holiday. Mux Enjoy it. xDD


12am

Happy National Day.
Merdeka. xDD

Malaysia Boleh. LOL.



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Shian. Happy.

Good day

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Today 815am awake by my mum. OMG. Damn Slipy lor.
Ytd Nitez 3plus am ny slip. @@
Haha. then go yang house. follow by his car.
At his house chat. eat maggie. nt bad. xD
Afterdat slip for awhile. cuz too tired jor. T.T
Haha. 12plus pm get ready then go Mega le.

Hmm~ reach ther lepak first.
Wait for my friend. Then go buy ticket. Haha.
We watch "Kung Fu Cyborg" LOL.
Haha. This movie damnn.
Em. Gt bit lame and funny lar. xD
Not bad. Haha. LOL......
Gt laugh Xia lar. =D
Haha. Hmm. But cinema ther damn COLD ar.
Haiz. Shian veri cold. COLD COLD COLD~!
No Jacket. >< style="font-weight: bold;">Hmm. Hmm. Hmm~~~~~~~
Cold. HMM.
Whole Body SHAKING. NO WARM.
Hmm.


------430PM------

Finish watch movie le.
Hmm. Ntg to Do.
Jux walk around.. Walk walk walk..
Quite boring.
Time goes to 515pm le.

Haha. We go in da Giordanor Shop. Buy T-Shit ~!!!!!
Wohhoooo~!! Most Happy geh. xD
Shian buy jor 2 t-shirt Rm50.
Hehe. Of course. I got take picha lar. Haha.
But nt yet upload. Paiseh ar. =p

Wakakax. SHOPPING ny Happy~!!!
I love SHOPPING !!
Haha. Not bad.
Happy Happy~~

Hmm. prefer to Go Kl again. Hmm~~


---------936pm----------

Jux bck from dinner le. Waa. today veri tired.
Headache. No energy. Haiz. Tired. Reali tired.
Jux now in da car slip jor awhile. Haha. Nt bad.
Hmm. Leta duno gt go where ant.
Mayb go yc mayb Not. Cuz tired le.
Haha. K lar.

Today ntg special. Simple. Nice.




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Shian. Tired.





Stay Happy

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Haha.
Hope U all reali fine lu.
Hope ntg more.
Haha. Tired jor.
Dont come bck anymore le.
Shian Sked jor. xD

Aiya.
Ok lar. Seem better jor.
I doin the right Job mar. Haha.
Hmm. Janet Can do it geh.
Support You Alwayz lar. Haha.
You are Not Alone.


---------100PM---------

Hmm.
Today wake up at 1pm. Normal time lar.
Everyday knt fall asleep. Isshhh.
Hmm.
After wake up do some housework lar.
While my mui play wif her neighbour and my lil bro play com. >< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Boring. Aihs.


---------230pm----------

Eat my lunch then go bath.
After bath ready food for my dog. =.=
Then ask my mui keep all da stuff.
Make home damn Messy. Bu Shuang.
Bt din Shout lar. Haha.
Today No dat Mood To shout.
Tired.

Hmm~
I HOPE TO GO TC.
THEN SHOUT AS LOUD AS I CAN.

Arghh. Reali Tired.
BORED.
This sun duno wan to the dinner anot. Hiaz.
No Wearing. HOW.???



ARGHHHH~~~~~

AT NITE HEART PAIN.............................
Walao~~... PAIN DAO~~~~~~

HEART PAIN~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!

SUFFER... HIAZ~!!! HEART PAINN~~!!! PAIN~!!!!!!

*NOT DAT LOVE KIND OF HEART PAIN.
IS MY HEART PAIN. HIAZ.......



Some more the medicine damn... BITTER.

HAIZ......................... XIN KU.........



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Shian. Heart Pain.

Realise Or Not.?

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Today, Shian veri tired.
Hmm. feel like.. I also duno how to say.
Weird. Tired.

Wat i told u today.
Hope u can understand wat i trying to tell u.
Throw ur opinion, Try to think other way.
Hmm. Tired to say d. No more dat feel to say so much le.

But. I hope u all will be fine lar.
Think twice and care others feeling.
Plz take bck wat u told ur friend.
No more misunderstand. If u can do it.
Hope u can prove to mi.

Eveyone is hurt.
Juz depends on how u face it.
Dont make dis as a bad ending.
It can be a happy Ending.

Now. nt want U to say sorry or wat.
Jux hope u Knw wats goin on.
Wat be da cause.
Okay.? Realise...
Dont ask for anything more. Juz want u Realise. K.?
Let it BE.

If you nt agree bout wat i say.
Hmm. Okay. Do the way u are now.
I hope you is REALLY CAN THINK and REALISE le.
Dont lie urself if u cant do it.

There is No Turning Back.
Take ur responsibility on wat u did.

Go for Future.

Everything will be Fine.

Hmm. feel like ntg to say le.
Lastly. Ryan hope u understand wat i told u lar.
Hope u can think. Simple.

Janet Stay happy. Already Past.


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Today.
Shian veri TIRED. VERI TIRED. TIRED.
I feel TIRED..... TIRED....
TIREDD........




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Shian. Tired.

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Shian say 1oo0 sorry to You.
No more Chocalate ar. xDD

Bored Holiday

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Today 230pm ny wake up le. xD
Paiseh. Piggy Shian mar. haha.
Hiaz. Holiday damn boring. DOIN NTG.
Oh Shit. Doin Ntg.
Watch Tv ny. Oh Shit Again. No movie watch geh.
Hiaz. Today have to go see doctor geh.
Bt over slip. So din go see dy. Haha.

6pm to 715pm
Sleeping~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



---------125am----------


Doin ntg untill now lar.
Aduix. Bored lar !



---------136am----------

Go to my bed. Listening Music.
Knt fall ASLEEP de lar. T.T

Nitez all. =)



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Shian. New Lifes

Test ><

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ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE : Yes.
B - BIRTHDAY: 1 of January
C - CRUSHING ON : No.
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD : Water.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO : Duno
F - FAVORITE SONG : love song and Romantic songs.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS : Gummy bears.
H - HOMECOUNTRY : Malaysia.
I - IN LOVE WITH : YOU
J - JUGGLE : .?
K - KILLED SOMEONE : Kill Who.? ><
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE : No
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR : Chocolate.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : Mi, Lil bro and mui.
O - ONE WISH : Janet forever
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Janet
R - REASON TO SMILE : Happy then smile.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD : My Everything
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : 6.15 for skul ; holiday arr. 11-1pm
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN : Black mix White
V - VEGETABLE(S) : Love vegetables!
W- WORST: When I do reali angry
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD : 1 times
Y – YOYOS ARE : A toy.
Z - ZODIAC SIGN : duno.


Random Questions.

About You: Ntg Special.
Spell your name without vowels : SHN
What color do you wear most? : Black and white.
Least favorite color? : Purple,Pink
What are you listening to? : My Everything, The Actor

Are you happy with your life right now? : Not Reali
What is your favorite class in school? : Biology
When do you start back at school/college? : 1st sept.
Are you outgoing? : Noo.
Favorite pair of shoes? : My gai gai shoes
Where do you wish you were right now? : Shopping centre


THE CANS:
Can you dance? : No
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : No.
Can you whistle? : No
Write with both hands? : I just can write with my right hands.
Walk with your toes curled? : No.


THE DO'S:

Do you believe there is life on other planets? : Yea.
Do you believe in miracles? : Sumtimes
Do you believe in magic? : Okok
Love at first sight? : Nop.
Do you believe in Satan? : No.
Do you believe in Santa? : No.
Do you know how to swim? : No.
Do you like roller coasters? : yeaa ! Scream xDD
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? : mayb gua.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane? : Yup
Have you ever asked someone out? : Yea.
Have you ever been to the ocean? : Yup
Have you ever painted your nails? : NO.


THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside? : 30 ++ degrees.
What radio station do you listen to? : HItz. Fm
What was the last restaurant you ate at? : Duno
What was the last thing you bought? : No
What was the last thing on TV you watched? : Movie


THE WHOS:

Who Sent these questionsto you?: Janet
Who was the last person you text? : No
Who was the last person you took a picture of? : Jnaet
Who was the last person you said I love you to? : No More I Love You

CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out? : Yea.
Ever cried yourself to sleep? : Yes.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? : NO
Ever cried over the opposite sex? : No.
Do you cry when you get an injury? :Wont
Do certain songs make you cry? : Yes.

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person? : Nt reali.
What can make you happy? : Something i wait for a long time
Do you wish you were happier? : SURE.
Can music make you happy? : NO


LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heartbroken: 2
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? : YA
What is your current hair color? : Black.
Current piercings? : No
Have any tattoos? : No.
Eye color? : Black


IN A BOY/GIRL:

Favorite eye color : Purple
Get a haircut, Short or long hair : Long hair~
Height : 172cm.
Best clothing : T-shirt and short pants.


HAVE YOU EVER

Been to jail : No.
Mooned someone : No.
Laughed so hard you cried : Yea.
Cried in school : One time
Thrown up in a store : No.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today : NO.
Gone skinny dipping : No.

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke : Coke.
McDonald's or Burger King : Mc donald !
Single or Group Dates : Single.
Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate
Strawberries or Blueberries : Strawberries.
Meat or Veggies : Veggies.
TV or Movie : Movie.
Guitar or Drums? : GUitar
Adidas or Nike : NIKE !!
Chinese or Mexican : Chinese.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes : Corn flakes.
Cake or Pie : Cake.
MTV or VH1 : MTV.
----End-----

被点了xD

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♥ 个 人 題 -有 10 題 ♥
01 你叫什么 : pak Shian
02 你的綽號 : Shian
03你的血型 :O
04 你的星座 :三羊座
05你是男还是女 :男
06你几歲 :16岁
07 你住哪裡 :cenderawasih
08你的学校 :SMK ST. Thomas
09 你有沒有手機 :有
10 承上,那是多少 : Huh.?

◆◆朋友题 ◆◆
11 你最要好的朋友(限1個): Jern Choon
12 你最討厭的人(限1個):Those talking Crap

▲情 题 - 10 题 ▲
13 你有沒有喜欢的人:nO
14 到目前为止,你跟多少人告白過:一次吧
15 到目前为i止,你被多少人告白過:没有
16 到目前为止,你交过多少个男/女朋友:1个
17现在有另一半吗:没有
18 你初恋情人突然跟你告白你会接受吗 : 不会
19你为什么会喜欢你現在喜欢的人: 开心
20 你和他牵手过吗: 有
21 你和他抱或亲过吗: 不能说得秘密
22 现在有人在追你吗:没有

♥ 混 合 題 - 10 題 ♥
22 如果有天,好朋友离你而去,你会怎样 :伤心吧
23 如果有天,好朋友背叛你,你会 : 讨厌他
24如果有天,好朋友对你喜新厌旧,你会:ignore them
25 如果你很受不了你的父母,你会离家出走吗:不会
26 你上课认真吗 :有时
27你功课好不好:中等
28 你开电脑都在干嘛 :Facebook和blogging
29 你的即时通有多少个同性:沒有去数
30 你的即時通裡有多少個異性:沒有去数

♥兇 手 題 - 10题 ♥
31 传给你这份问卷的人是谁: Janet
32 这个人对你好不好:很好
33 这个人是你的谁:朋友/好朋友吧?
34 你有喜欢过/这个人吗:有
35 你们认识多久了:一年多了
36 这个人是怎样的人:很好的女孩
37这个人正/帥吗:正Y!
38 这个人跟你有沒有在一起:以前有,现在没了
39 万一你喜欢这个人,你会怎么样:没可能在一起

♥ 聊 想 題 - 10 題♥
40 说到正妹你会想到谁:Janet
41 说到帅哥你会想到谁: 不懂耶
42 說到憨你会想到谁:不懂耶
43 说到白痴你会想到谁:不懂耶
44 说到暗恋~你会想到谁:? 没了
45 說到出去玩你会想到谁: Janet
46 说到聪明你会想到谁:Ken
47 说到傻瓜你会想到谁: 我吧
48 说到笑点滴你会想到谁: Khui/Yang
49 说到愛笑你会想到谁: 我咯!哈哈

◆ 学 校 題 - 題 ◆
50 你的班导是谁:Meng Peng
51 你的座位是第几排第几个:第1个呱
52 你最喜欢的老師是谁:En. Sam
53 你的英文好吗 :还好~
54 你的体育好吗:不好
55 你的数学好么:不好
56 你喜不喜欢你的校长:=.=
57 你的学校好看吗:dirty dao~!!
58 你的班級是:4 smart
59 你的班級在几楼:1
完毕

填后感:还好吧
1.被点到必填,不填代表你不尊重传給你的人和问卷
2.請老实的回答每一個问題
3.不行擅自塗改題目
4.写完请点8位朋友,不可不点
5.点完后请通知那些朋友他们被点到了

* i don have friend will play this.

>>The Past<<

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This goes out to someone that was
once the most important person in my life.
I didn't realize it at the time.
I can't forgive myself for the way i treated you so.
I don't really expect you to either.
It's just... i don't even know.
Just listen..


When i first saw you, i knew it was real.
I'm sorry about the pain i made you feel.
That wasn't me; let me show you the way.
I looked for the sun, but it's raining today.
I remember when i first looked into your eyes.
It was like god was there, heaven in the skies.
I wore a disguise 'cause i didn't want to get hurt.
But i didn't know i made everything worse.
If you loved me as much as you said you did.
I loved you with my heart, really and truly.


You're number one, always in my heart.
Your name is forever planted in my brain.
Take away the pain.
Take away the hurt.


What about when you.
Looked into my eyes.
Told me you loved me.
As you would hugged me.
I guess everything you said was a lie.
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes.
Now i'm not even a thought in your mind.
I can see clearly, my love is not blind.


I remember all the time that i had with you.
I thought you'd be there for me, this i confess.
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now i'm nothing to you, you're with another guy.?


The only thing i want is for you to be happy.
Whether it be with me, or without me.
I just want you to be happy.

◆ Already past. Dont need to care more. Dont need to think anymore.

Nothing Special. Jux a memories.

Don care anymore. Be happy =)

There are many things we can go for it. Go for future ^^



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Surgery Apendix

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Today Shian wake up at 1035am. Have to clean my room.
haha. Guai le. xDD
After 2hour. I done everything le.
Then Wait for my lunch. Damn hungry. Mum nt yet Bck. T.T
Hmm. When wake up my Stomach Pain (Surgery part of Apendix)
Hiaz. Very pain. Even walk also knt. Suffer.
After eat my lunch still pain. Hiaz. Don care lar.
215pm get ready then goin tt jor.
At tuition centre there i veri quite. Looks Tired. Not in Mood.
After finish tt, goin to my father shop.
Doin ntg. No msg. No one chat wif mi.
Hiaz, Shian xi guan d. Wat to do. I accept bah.
Shian Stomach there still pain...................................................................
Knt walk..........................


---------------7:30pm---------------

Finished eat and wash dishes le. Then change cloth.
Goin to take my new computer. xDD nt bad mar. ^^
Afterdat Shian goin clicnic wong.
Check wat happen to my stomach.
Hiaz. Quite worry.


---------------9:15pm---------------

xD Doctor say is normal. Luckily ntg. Fuizzzz..
Get jor few medicine lar.
Then goin to Nan Chun Yuen Yc wif my parent's friend lu.
Quite Sienz geh. Haiz. NO MSG AR... Hiaz..


--------------11:15pm---------------

Reach home le. Goin to fixed my computer.
Haha. Finally gao dim jor. Happy happy ^^
But, Streamyx gt prob. So i have to call to tmnet lu.
Haha. After 15minutes. My streamyx ok jor.
Can online le. xDD
Shian bck !! Wakakax.


--------------2:38am----------------

Whole day do ntg. Hiaz.
Shian's life veri bored. MY life CHANGED.
Hiaz. Go sleep lar. Nitez.



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If Your Heart's Not In It

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I'm missing you.
Even though you're right here by my side.
Cause lately it seems.
The distance between us is growing too wide.
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over.
The last thing that I wanna hear.

If your heart's not in it for real.
Please don'`t try to fake what you don't feel.
If love's already gone.
It's not fair to lead me on.
Cause I would give the whole world for you.
Anything you ask of me I'd do.
But I won't ask you to stay.
I'd rather walk away.
If your heart's not in it.

You say that you love me.
But baby sometimes, you're just saying the words.
If you've got something to tell me.
Don't keep it inside.
Let it be heard.
I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over.
I'll make it easy for you.

How I wish I could take us in time.
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind.
And there's nothing that I can do.
To stop me loding you.
I can't make you change your mind.

If your heart's not in it...


-----------------------------------------Is Over-----------------------------------------------


Finally, is Over.
Everything hope can goes normal.
Finally, arent We realise.? Or you Realise.?
Hmm. We Stuck for a long time.
Is suffering.
At last. Seem like over.?
But. I think will be back soon.
Janet..
Hmm. Shian nothing to say d.
But i can say that,
You are not alone. and you Wont.
Seem u are found a new guy.
Hm. Hope dat you are fine.

"Some one" tell mi..
Love is Nothing for now.
Have to study for now.
When v grow up. Onli know wat we want.
For now. There is no FOREVER.
You can choose to like.
Knt choose to be togetha.



Now, Both of ur hand hold tight tight.
Suffer is urself. Upset is urself.
Only you can save urself.
No one can help you.
Ur hand hold tight tight.
Duwan let go.
At last. Wat you get.?
We are get nothing.
If fate has brough us together let it last, but if fate has not brought is together we have to let go in time.
Hope everyone can understand. Including Shian.



Janet.
Hmm. Ur lifes Changed.
Did you notice.?
Hmm. Bt for now. is not our prob d.
Seem you are knew a new guy.
Nt bad. Wish u happy.
Everyone Nonid change.
Jux be urself. Do the way how you are.
Sometimes,
I do reali duno Who i am in ur heart.
But, Izit is important.?
i duno.
Like what you say, I like a Shadow there.
Actually.
Side by side. I dont wish for anything.
Shian have to leave or not.
Many things have changed.

Nothing more have to think.
Like wat you say,
Let it be.

Any prob. I will help you.
Janet. In my heart,
You may seem strong on the outside but what lies inside is just your frail heart that needs someone to protect and save you out.
U are hurt.
And you are tired.
I'm not da one who can protect you anymore.
Anything dont keep in ur heart. Express ur feeling out.
No one can help u.
Dont make dis as ur Suffering.
IS NOT WORTH.


Take care urself. Bkful.
You are not alone.

Best wishes from Mi.
Lastly. i want to say sorry if i have said some thing that offended you in any way.

*Not onli you alone. Not onli u are the most suffering and moody.
There are many ppl around u are suffering and moody too.
Wat about the orphan, Wat about the children.?


So what, We have to continue our life. Know.?



Stay happpyy =)




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Shian's Back

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Hi all. Shian Back ! haha. long time din blogging jor. Miss dao bao ar. T.T
Hmm. dis few day le. Shian damn boring de lor. no one sms wif mi. Haiz. Do ntg also.
Everyday slip and face TV ny. Waliao. Sienz dao........ >< style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">COCO~ xDD CUTE CUTE. haha.



--------- August 23 ---------

Today Shian wake up at 1145am. xDD piggy mi. paiseh. haha. Late jor ar. After Brush my teeth
faster go bath. Bcuz my family all get ready jor >< style="color: rgb(153, 153, 0);">Ict centre. Wana buy new computer jor. xDD happy happy.
at there around 2hour le. then decide to buy the computer d. Cost rm2180.
Nt bad. Haha. Function quite good geh. Nt bad. Haha.


------730pm-----

After bath jor. Goin out for dinner. Today my parent's friend belanja makan. xD
Goin to "HAK YI GAi" eat. haha. Eat dao veri Full.
After eat. Goin CC wif my father's friend. Wohoo~! Wont boring jor. can blogging and play game.
Hehe. We go CC about 930pm. Gt mi, my bro, uncle and aunty. Haha.
We four play LEFT 4 DEAD. bt owayz Dc. =.=
Soon, gt a people sit beside mi. SMOKING !!!!!!
OH SHIT ~!!! DAMN HATE SMOKER. KEEP SMOKING HERE......
OH MY GODDD~~~~~ I KNT TAHAN DY.. T.T T.T T.T
Haha. Now still at cc. Doin ntg jor. Hiaz.


-------------2:15AM----------------

Shian finish play the games wif uncle jor. Mother scold le. have to go bck d. >< busuk =".=" style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">
230am reach home le. Then faster go bath. haha.
Woohoo~~ After bath go dry my hair. First time so late ny bath =x
paiseh. Haha.

3:05am
Shian get to the bed. and Sleep lu. xD


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Shian's Heart

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Today, I finally realize. When i unhappy. My heart will pain. Janet. If you see this. i think You understand wat i say bah.? whole day my heart pain. Can You feel This.? Can You feel the way how i am.? Today. you all win Shian. Shian Finally heart break. Did you all Happy.? Did "YOU" gt think my feeling when u doin THIS.? HUH.? Ur writing ther. VERI NICE !! especially MORE INFO ther. NT BAD !! wat u did to mi.? Wat "YOU" talk to mi.? HUH.? Do "YOU" still remember.? You admit wat u did to mi. U write over ther. HOW DARE ARE YOU.??? You win Shian le. Enough le. Wat u wan mi to do.? Be happy.? Thk far.? I tell you. STOP talking this bullshit. You knw wat.? When You all see this. sure thk dat i over write or duno anything and talk crap there. Well. Wat u did to mi.? YOU knw urself. Dont say i duno again. Wat you did to mi.? Janet. If you see dis. You might angry me. Okay. Nvm. I accept. U might say i thk too much. Okay. Nvm. I duno whether You gt see "dat" anot. And the day post is Julai. Quite a long time from now. You might say why care so much.? Juz make myself unhappy. But. I write this. i knw u mayb will angry mi. Or say i changed to bad.? Okay. Nvm. I accept. Do the way u are. U mayb say i din thk ur feeling when wrtting this. When i decide to write this. I gt think the affect. wat u think. and wats ur feeling. I will thk twice be4 i doin sumthing. Why i still stuck here.? You might say is over. why still care.? Why dont let go.? Now the prob nt bout let go or Not. Is The FELLA should knw wat he did to MI. Wat he talk to mi. wat he think. Onli HE Knw. The FELLA i said. Is Ryan. I dare to write FELLA. I dare to write his name OUT. You all might think i OVER say this. I over said too much. But. At last. Hu over. Is you. FELLA. * i write this wif no angry. i write this blog wif calmly.* the final decision. wat you want to do. nvm. I accpet. I willing to take da risk........ Janet.
*Janet- gambateh on ur trial exam. muz take k ur body. support u alwayz. sorry for everything.
*Ryan- Think twice before doin sumthing. try to think others feeling. wat will be da cause.

lastly. shian say sorry to you all..

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Shian's Start New Life. [ August 17 ]

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SHIAN HEART BREAK~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIAN CRIES~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NTG TO SAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
THANK YOU~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

Shian Always silent. I choose SILENT.
( emotions) =.="
Already PAST............ Dont think jor =)


--930pm--

haha. i go fun fair wif my parents and their friend. wohoo ! onli mi is teenager. >< style="text-align: center;"> em. i play jor 5 times boom car and challenger. hoho~ NICE. Feel pening jor. xD. bt Quite enjoy geh. haha. i play wif my father and his friend. nt bad. kakaz.

--1130pm--


Goin to temple to watch karaoke lu. xD nt bad. Bt damn noisy. =.= haiyo. buttt... Gt a gal veri hot. aiyaya. She sing and dance. keep shaking her body. @@ haha. here is da photo i wana share wif u all. hehe.

LOL. Guess what they do.


Nt bad. xD

Everyone give them a big crap lor. xD
Suddenly, No electric =.=
Dark. then sit there more while go bck.
130am Reach home.

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< Heart Pain > Forever I get.

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Ytd midnight 2plus am ny get tot the Bed. Haha. Cuz cant fall asleep mar. then watch Hong Kong drama Wif my bro lu. haha. When my parents bck from "dating"~
Woo~ We two terus bck to our room. act Sleeping xDD
hmm. today 815am wake up. sms to her awhile. then continue be Piggy.
around 11am Shian wake up le.
hmm~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Heart Feel Not Well when think bout this...
I hope i can delete all da unhappy memories. I WANT !!!
Haiz. please........................................................................................................................
ntg more i want......
i wan forget............. Bt still cannot.
Why.? Changed. So fast..
Changed veri fast................................................................

Finally i got the feeling back.
Hurt Feeling....
finally i get bck bcuz of THIS.
THX..........

" Being Hurt Till Feelingless "


3:55pm

Hmm. Just bck from my dagu house. whole day feel boring. thking of some one. and some question.
bt.. i thk.. hmm.

>> A Piece Of Memories <<

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From

The
starting
To
The End >>>>

I happy to be with You through out the days we had been together for 1year 2mont.
There are many memories and sercret between us.
I never regret to be with you.
I regret... Why i never change.?
Thank you for everything...... U are my everything. And I happy.
Because of You.
Lastly. i wan to say. Sorry for everything wat i have done make u hurt and unhappy.
SORRY SORRY..
J/S Shian never FORGET.

~Miss You Is My Life~


[ SHAPE OF MY HEART ]

Please try to forgive me.
Stay here don't put out the glow.
Hold me now don't bother.
If every minute it makes me weaker.
You can save me from the man that I've become.

Lookin' back on the things I've done.
I was tryin' to be someone.
I played my part, kept you in the dark.
Now let me show you the shape of my heart.
Send in this beautiful loneliness that's tragical.
So help me I can't win this war.

Touch me now don't bother.
If every second it makes me weaker.
You can save me from the man I've become.

Lookin' back on the things I've done.
I was tryin' to be someone.
I played my part, kept you in the dark.
Now let me show you the shape of my heart.

I'm here with my confession.
Got nothing to hide no more.
I don't know where to start.
But to show you the shape of my heart.
I'm lookin' back on things I've done.
I never wanna play the same old part.
I'll keep you in the dark.
Now let me show you the shape of my heart.

Lookin' back on the things I've done.
I was tryin' to be someone.
I played my part, kept you in the dark.
Now let me show you the shape of my heart.

Hope You Can Listen This.
In Ur Mind. Can YOU Feel Me.?

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She's Back

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Today go oldtown teach friend sejarah. lol. hmm. A special day for Me also.
Well. I reach there around 115pm lu. Sit over ther. Then order food and drinks.
After eat then start my Sejarah Lesson. xDD Nt bad mar ^^
hmm. a good memories for mi also. Happy to see her again. thx.
Glad to See her again. My Life~
Hmm. Tomolo still gt lesson. xD
Friends, Gambateh on ur trial lu. U can do it. BE confidence. Best OF Luck !


WHY.? HOW COME.?


Today. I know that i lying to myself. Hmm. Hard to let go. Everything was changed.
i think. How come.? Why.? Wat am i to YOU.?
Nothing.? Blank.? Bcuz OF.?
Anyone can tell mi why.?
My heart finally gt feel for this.................
Changed. Too Fast. Shian. Dissapointed. Wonder Why.
But. might be a good way ba.? But. Too OVER.
I...
She's Gone.



9:37 PM

Feel nt well now. hmm. gt bit pening. Blur Blur. Haiyo. Haiz...
Changed so fast.




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Headache

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Doin Nothing. boring day.
Haiz.
Face computer and tv onli. xDD
hmm. ntg to say le. hmm. no msg also.
hiaz. T.T
Miss or not miss..
k lar. wan go prepare for tomolo dy.
tomolo go OLDTOWN teaching lu. xD
aiyer. Duno how le. haiyo.
haha~

take k my friends. stay happy.


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School Closed !

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Ytd. Thursday. I goin skul. Haha. Excited. Cuz i heard my skul gt comfirm cases and have to closed.

So I go skul to get the latest news. Haha.

Hmm~ there is onli 7ppl in my class. All never come. Cuz of H1N1 ~
At perhimpunan~ Principal ask those who are feeling not well come out to the stage~
i get Shocked when see this~ Half of school student go to the stage.
Well. They have to go bck for safety. Of course. Some of them are cheating ! bcuz want go bck mar. xDD
Then. We wait for the kementerian kesihatan come over to my School for checking. From 8plus am we wait them. OH SHIT. Seem likes they are come from Kl. 11am plus ny reach our skul. =.=
then i also go for checking. Haha. I fine. Temperature 36.6~ Normal le. xDD nt bad~
hmm. I see gt few student get Quarantine bcuz of fever. 7teacher get quarantine also bcuz of fever.
Hmm. H1N1 are getting serious. Even We fever also duno.
So. all my Friends please take k of ur body yahx~ BEWARE OF H1N1 !



NIGHT 12plus am.

Aiyoyo. I nt yet sleep =x
paiseh. haha. Eemm. This few day i cant fall asleep.

Haiz. Duno why. Listening to the song. cant sleep also. DIe. T.T

haha. bt.

My mum open dvd Ghost Movie. LOL.

Closed up all da lights. Onli mi,my bro and mum in da living room. Watch the ghost movie. xDD
Of Course. i nt dare to watch lor. =x

Scare mar. xP

then i go get my pillow to the living room. then lying on da sofa. hehe~

Afterthat, my bro ask mi wana eat maggie anot. LOL.

I said want. but is too late jor. Nt good for health wor. haha.

Lastly. we knt tahan jor. mi and my bro go to the kitchen cook maggie xD
I remembered the time was......................................................

2am~!! wakao ~! first time soooo late sleep le =x

some more cook maggie ><

Haha. bt "mou gai " lor. Hungry mar. kakax.

after 15minutes. finished cook jor. haha.

Hmm~ Delicious. hahax. then mi and my bro go to the living room enjoy our maggie. haha.

watch and eat. haha. nt bad.

after finished eat.

i go kitchen to wash the dishes lu. Haiyo. At da moment quite scary. alone in da kitchen ork~

haiyoyo. bt luckily my bro came soon. ntg to scare any more. xD

HMM~ after finish wash da dishes. time is 2:40am jor.

Quite full. haha. then go to living room and lying on da sofa.

lying on da sofa. to get some slip. haha. Nt bad. SooN. i Fall asleep jor.

Suddenly i awake bcuz my bro wake mi up jor. ask mi go bck room slip. the ghost movie finished jor.

haha. then i get to my bed and sleep lu. Slip tight! haha. Bcuz already 3am ><

Let her knw i sooo late sleep ar. Sure die.

*sorry yahx, english grammar not good.

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