Learning To Be The One ♥ Shian

Long Post ? :D

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Life recently not bad over here !
Having loads of fun with my friends :D
Errr what to said ?

Share some photo first :)

Drama Make Up :O

KL family ! <3

Next, having steamboat with my friends.
* Get shocked when get in her house cuz I thought only few of us joined in ><
She invited all her classmate and also lecturer and tutor.
But soon knew some of them and getting better I guess :D
Having a talk with all of them untill midnight.
Crap and fooling around. Just , Enjoyed alot with them !
We are just Crazy ! XD

Pichaasss here :D

Yeah ! :D

Homestay look :O

Zhiwei, Kai Jie and Me :)

Fat hiao ! :P
* The one ( Mos ) bite my chest on that night. Freaking Pain man ! lol

Act cute :X

Carson's face funny ! XD


Next, went for 舞蹈剧 ‘天使帮不见了’ with CLS members :)
The story is about a Angel who like to lies alot.
And the lesson of this drama is teach us do not LIE to peoples ! lol
Actually this is a 儿童剧. But we still go for it.
Go and see and learn :D
Nice and the first time very near with the stage.
All of us sitting infront of the stage. Having interaction with actors.
So much fun with them :D
We were just back to the children's world XD

Pichaass again :)

Before get in the theather.

Chu Hui Sorpo :P

Carson :D

Mos :)

Mos, Shian and Maggie :)

=D

Raggghhhhh ! lol

红姐姐 :)

Drama Start :))

I love their costume so much !

The End <3


Group photo :)

CLS members :)


Next, share someting to you all ! :D

Kai Jie
* My treasurer on fund raising event. Well done and thanks for ur help.
You are a good helper :)
I love her attidude perhaps ? :D
Keep it up ! :)

Carson Phang :D
* The only girl I see your face and respond will make me laugh.
LOL your acting really damn funny ><
A very nice girl and who always hope all around her peoples can stay happy always.
Keep it up ! Thanks for support and helping me ! :))

Mos ! :D ( my fake gf -.- )
* Hoho. The only girl who will scared me off :O
Try to change ur attidude to be better. You will be happy more :P
Well. Your thinking and attidude quite special for me.
Conclusion : You got ur own style ! :D
Keep it up ! Thanks for support and helping me too !
## I know you guys helped me alot. I never blind :)
Thanks and I appreciate alot ! :))


Deon Goh
* Knew you through Chu Hui. Well you are friendly actually.
Anyway. Try be positive and stay happy :PP
All of us never abandon you. Cares you ! :))
Remember human being is stay happy lor :P
Cheer ya ! We always be with you :D

Wiion Gan
* Hoho handsome guy :P
You're funny when saying rude word LOL.
And you always sing song XD
A boy who got his own world in the heart :P Who can be ur Key to open your heart ?
Heheeee. Stay happy always ! :D

Xiao Bai
* Close to you when cheer leading practice.
Hohoho ! :P No comment :P

Khai Sing
* Although not really knew you well.
But take good care urself lar :D You always look tired ><
Cheer ! :))

Miao ! :D
* hoho you're just like a mother style.
Always will cares on others. How about you ? :P
Wish you all the best lar :D

Jingyi ! :D
* Excited ! We always called her Ben Dan !
Cuz she really stupid lor XDD :P
The way she thinks really totally different with normal Human . lol
A kai xin guo for us. Always let us Zat :P
May ur dreams come true lar :DD

Chu Hui :D ( My Boyfriend @@ )
* Hohoho ! You ar ! A very cute and friendly girl for me lar.
Hahaha always cares on others. How about you neh ?
Dont hide on somewhere and cries alone :P Dont pretend strong although you are :P
Cheer and Stay happy always lar :)
All of us are always be with you. Take care !

Kendo ! :D
* The one who bring me up alot. Really appreciate and thanks alot !
You teached me alot. :))
Well. others dunid to know what I have learned :P
I am Who I am :)
I dont care on how others talked about me.
Because you don't know me well :)

Cheer and dont stress alot ! :P


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Heheeee nonid comment so much lar.
Just be the way you are :)
Love you guys ! <3
Cheer always :)) Smile :))



Today having MV shooting with chu hui :)
Was very tired day . Nice try for us :D
Well done for chu hui being singer :P
Wait for my last scene on next week :)
Good Luck !


So what ? Go then Go.
Did you think of us ?

Fuck it ! you are just let me so disappointed !
I will take care of you , dad :)
is time to rest now :)

No you. This family are broke.
What would will be ? I dont wanna think of it.
REALLY TIRED.

Can you imagine how is the feel when telling all the truth to you ?
Can you imagine how pain is my heart when you lies to me ?
Fed Up.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
And you mother fucker. Just wait and see :)
This is what you will get :))

Sorry for the rude again . This is the last time for me to talked about this anymore :)





Take care and Stay happy always :)










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Shian

纯粹地简单 :)

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我的要求并不多。真的。
我并不奢求什么,我只希望我的世界能单纯点、纯粹点、简单点。

我的世界,不需要太多色彩,几抹颜色组成的温暖就足以令我满足地活在其中。快乐又自在。:)
在那儿的一个微笑,一句问候,一个拥抱将会是那么简单,没有利用,没有欺诈,没有企图,有的只不过是最单纯的的出发点与关怀。

我一直在相信心中的那个世界是存在的。我坚信在这个复杂世界中的某个角落里,她坚强地存活着,等待着我们去发现她。
——所以,我从不放弃地寻找她。

最近我真得很累。觉得自己容易想太多,倔强又让自己转牛角尖。
真希望,我能尽快释怀。那样,我将离我心目中的简单世界更进一步了。:)

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——我想,我们都是一样的。

我想相信自己是坚强的。
所以,我把懦弱藏起来,
藏在一个就连自己都不知道的地方。

因为害怕失去,所以才会没有安全感。
最害怕失去的,莫过于』。亲情,友情,爱情。
害怕的那方,总是处于卑微的那一方,
小心翼翼地维持那段薄如蝉翼的感情。
不敢喧哗,不敢表达,不敢承认。
只为了想永恒地拥有那短暂的

其实,转身并不容易。
往往在转身以后,我们将失去一切。
我们所告别的,不只是疼痛,也是曾有的美好。
所以,转身是需要领悟与莫大勇气。
转身以后,或许,相见只能在回忆中。

我们都是演员。天生的演员。
我们都笑着说没事;我们都能擦肩而过;
我们都能在他或她的面前说我们过得很好。
其实,我们的心在哭泣;其实,我们都很在意对方;
其实,我们过得一点都不好。
但为了那点自尊和面子,我们都继续违背心意地
表演。

有时候,把失望愤怒写出来,
不为什么,只为了得到那么一个人的注意。


完全接受不到这些事情会发生在我身上,
身为儿女,只有你能挽回一切。
一心想回来休息,但我想。
:))
你要我给你什么样的反应?

你,到底怎么了?




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一个人只有一个心脏,却有两个心房。一个住着快乐,一个住着悲伤​。
不要笑得太大声,不然会吵醒旁边的悲伤。

害怕了一个人的冷清;害怕了夜晚时的宁静;害怕了睹物而思人;害​怕了触景而伤情.
原来,想要刻意忘记的,却会情不自禁的想起;想​要放弃的,却无法做到洒脱的放手;
有些感情,明明知道不会再继续​;有些人,明明知道不值得珍惜;就算嘴里说着无所谓,而面对曾经​深爱的人,我也无法做到心如止水.








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Shian

Back Again :D

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I'm back again.
Just busy with fund raising event.
Is so exhausted ! Tiring like hell ><
Got so much of experience throughout this event.
Up and Down. Stress, Bond btw my team and so on.
Makes me learn anot and get much more close with all my team members !
:))

Anyway, I still not a good leader for them :(
Sorry to them. Although cannot reach RM2500 target.
But at last can cover up the loss.
Hmm. Aihss. Don't wanna say so much here.
Smile for it :))

You know , I know :)

Of course wanna thanks so much to all my team members who helped and support me through this event. THANKS SO MUCHH ! Hope our bond still can remain :))
Thanks you guys ! Take a rest now :D

Btw, having fun with cheer leading members when we are having practising.
Although very tired. But we still afford to dance for it.
The day before perform we dance till 2am only back.
:O
Finally our performance are successful and is worth for it :DD
Love you guys ! <3

Next share some photo here.
:)

Fund Raising Theme.

The flyer. Thanks to the designer :)


18 xx. LOL


18 xx . LOL

After dinner make some fun LOL

Cheer Leading ! Oh Yeah ! :D <3

With Lucas :)

Cassie and Shian :)

CLS Committee :D

=D


I heart This ! <3

Was shooting by Lucas for his assignment :D


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Nothing much to say dy.
As usual. Just wanna back hometown and relax myself.
Next week i wil back Kuantan ! Woohoo ! :D

Bout family problem ?
Don't wanna think about it. FAN ENOUGH ! Fuck..

BERSIH !
TAMADE ! KL all block.
Want back hometown also cannot !

Demokrasi ? Nah oOo
Feel very LAME SHIT ! oOo








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